I Am At It Again!!!!!

I am at it again. I worry about money problems. Yes, of course, it all started this morning driving Ron to work. We should NOT talk about money and bills.....especially early in the morning!

I wish I could give God the problems and just keep it there. I do not know why I let it take control again and again.

Praise the Lord that our PG&E was paid. Nothing will be turned off. So, why do I fret. God is still in control. I just want to be able to take care of everything NOW.

People say, "God helps those who help themselves" or something like that. I know that is not Bibical, but, it is ingrained in the mind. I have to do more and more in order to take care of things or situations. But, of course (yes, you know by now), God has not "sprung me" yet. I can put out resume's and call people, but God is the one who opens doors. I just wish He would "swing wide those doors" soon.

There is a song called "Peace"

Peace
Be still
Lay all your worries down
Be still, O my soul
For our God is in control
And if God is for us
Then whom shall I fear
And our God is for us
So lay down
Be still
He is God
Be still my soul
He is God

Today I will be thinking of this song. Singing in my heart like a prayer. Listening for the voice of God to whisper in my ear, "Sandy, I am still in control. Be at peace, my lovely daughter. Take my words, hear my voice, and surround yourself with my love."

Underdog says, "Here I come to save the day!!!!!!" Let me hear God say, "Here I come to save the day!!!!!"

As you can read, "Everyday with Jesus" can be a struggle between self, world, and God. But, in the end, it is all God because being with Jesus everyday gets you through the day.